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“Overwhelmed”

On July 26, 2019 by Dteb With 0 Comments - down to earth believer

We all feel overwhelmed at times.  Even good things, things we enjoy and feel passionate about, can inundate us with fear and frustration.  No one is exempt from being overwhelmed.  For example, here is my journal entry for this morning:

Friday, July 26, 2019

So, why have I not been posting more blogs, you ask?  Partly, because I have been getting more chances to teach.  And while I love teaching biblical subjects, I am more than a little overwhelmed right now.  (Can you be a little overwhelmed?)

Here is what I am facing right now.  I had done a lot of work on a couple of courses for the fall semester, which is coming up in a hurry.  A few days ago, I was asked to switch out those two courses for two others.  I thought to myself, well, I need to be flexible.  I’m an adjunct.  Okay, I’ll do it.  Then, I discovered that one class has sixty-one students in it, and the other has twenty-one.  I’ve never taught a class bigger than about thirty.  So, I need to choose textbooks and get the syllabi together for these two classes, and I have very little time in which to do it.

Additionally, I am currently teaching one undergraduate class, and preparing to teach two masters level classes in a little over a week.  These two masters level courses are hybrid classes, which means that I will be meeting with students in person for a very intensive week in early August.  One class goes from 8:00 to noon, and the other from 1:00 to 5:00, five days of that week.

So, I have too much to do and too little time to get it done.  I need to work on both sides of the equation—the too much to do, and the too little time.  I can do two fundamental things.

First, I need to keep doing things that energize me and keep me on the right path.  Therefore, I need to continue to exercise and to work at recovery from this addiction.  If I “free up more time” by means of refusing to work on bodily health and recovery wisdom, I am walking in neither wisdom nor freedom.

Second, I need to cut back radically on what I “need” to do.  Do I really need to do this?  That is a question I need to ask myself many times in the course of the day.  And I need to follow up with another question: What do I really need to be doing right now?

Right now, a bird is singing outside my window right now, anticipating the dawn.  It is a call to worship for Matins, the Morning Song Service for the worship of God.  This song is also part of the healthy rhythms of my life.  And so is this blog post.

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“Vulnerable Courage”

On April 27, 2019 by Dteb With 0 Comments - down to earth believer

Here is my journal entry from this morning:

Friday, April 26, 2019

I listened to Brenè Brown on Netflix yesterday evening.  A bit salty in her language, but very good.  (Also, she is very funny, which doesn’t hurt her talk at all.)  Based on her talk, two good questions to ask myself are these: Am I showing up in the arena?  Am I throwing my entire self into this?

Here is my 12-step affirmation for today: “Today, by God’s grace, I am entering the arena.  I don’t have to win.  I do have to (and get to) throw my entire heart, soul, and mind into the battle.  And I am doing precisely that.”

I teach my final exegesis of Isaiah face-to-face class today, from 9:00 until 5:00.  I am not as prepared as I would like to be.  Or, at least, I don’t feel as prepared as I should be. However, I need to show up, whatever my state of preparation.  Perhaps showing up is the name of the game.  Perhaps showing up is the game.

Brown says that being vulnerable is one of the central characteristics of courage.  She almost equates the two.  I agree.

So, today I will be vulnerably courageous and courageously vulnerable.

Arena, here I come!

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