“Vulnerable Courage”

Here is my journal entry from this morning:

Friday, April 26, 2019

I listened to Brenè Brown on Netflix yesterday evening.  A bit salty in her language, but very good.  (Also, she is very funny, which doesn’t hurt her talk at all.)  Based on her talk, two good questions to ask myself are these: Am I showing up in the arena?  Am I throwing my entire self into this?

Here is my 12-step affirmation for today: “Today, by God’s grace, I am entering the arena.  I don’t have to win.  I do have to (and get to) throw my entire heart, soul, and mind into the battle.  And I am doing precisely that.

I teach my final exegesis of Isaiah face-to-face class today, from 9:00 until 5:00.  I am not as prepared as I would like to be.  Or, at least, I don’t feel as prepared as I should be. However, I need to show up, whatever my state of preparation.  Perhaps showing up is the name of the game.  Perhaps showing up is the game.

Brown says that being vulnerable is one of the central characteristics of courage.  She almost equates the two.  I agree.

So, today I will be vulnerably courageous and courageously vulnerable.

Arena, here I come!

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