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“Repent, But Don’t Repeat!”

My wife gave me a wonderful phrase today: “Repent, but don’t repeat!”

I forget the precise context. It was quite likely some big or little thing that I had done wrong. That context might well be the source of my memory relapse. Sometimes, I find that I don’t remember because I don’t want to remember.

The Bible and the God it reveals wants people to repent. For example, 2 Peter 3:9 refers to the patience of God while God is waiting for that very thing. “The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance.” The Greek verb that is translated “is patient” in this verse is in the present tense. The present tense in Greek often conveys ongoing or continual action. In this case, God is waiting ongoingly for us to repent. This verse is found in a passage that speaks of the ultimate judgment of planet earth and all those on it. Yet it portrays a God who is waiting with bated breath for us to come to our senses.

But notice also that repentance is not simply feeling sorry or saying you’re sorry. Repentance also involves a change in how we live—our way of life. The prophet Ezekiel, for example, is very emphatic. “Say to them, As I live, declares the Lord GOD, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from his way and live; turn back, turn back from your evil ways, for why will you die, O house of Israel?” (33:11)

Here is a quote that I think sums it up nicely: “When Jesus said “Repent,” He was talking about a change of heart toward sin, the world, and God; an inner change that gives rise to new ways of living that exalt Christ and give evidence of the truth of the gospel.” (https://www.journal-advocate.com/2015/09/24/jesus-says-repent-and-believe/, accessed 09-13-2021)

Repent, but don’t repeat! It isn’t merely a good slogan. It contains at least two crucial aspects of being a follower of Jesus Christ.

“Repenting of Not Repenting”

Our pastor preached a wonderful sermon today. It was all about coming back from setbacks. It was altogether a great message—especially after 2020. The best thing that most of us got out of 2020 was ourselves! And that is no small thing.

However, I was really intrigued and touched and moved to change by Pastor’s altar call. I was watching online, so I couldn’t go to our corporate altar, but I could and did kneel at my chair in front of my desk where I was listening.

So what was this challenging invitation? Pastor invited us to repent.

What?! That’s it! Isn’t repentance kind of an old-fashioned word? Who repents anymore? And do I need to repent?

However, our wise Man of God blockaded that exit in a hurry. “And if you don’t need to repent, you really need to repent!” he told us. That may not have been his precise words, but that was what I heard—heard and took to heart.

Have I done wrong things for which I need to repent? You bet! Have I wanted to do wrong things? Absolutely! And if I indulge those kinds of wants, if I ask them in for coffee, I most certainly need to repent of those desires.

And then, of course, there are all the good things that I have been too lazy to do. Need to repent of those too! (Well, maybe I am not so much lazy as I am busy. Nah, that’s a dodge! Much of my business is just laziness dressed up in nice clothes.)

So, on this third day of the Year of our Lord, 2021, I knelt and repented. I had a surprising amount of repentance to be doing for just three days into the new year, but there you go. Resentments, gluttony, lust, looking back too much, garden-variety selfishness: The list goes on and on, but I won’t. And then there was all the positive, godly, helpful things that I refused to do.

One of the lay leaders in our church wrapped up the service online by saying, “Repentance is not feeling sorry. Repentance is doing a one-eighty.” His wife is one of the fine leaders on staff on our church, but he’s pretty wise too.

So, I need to do a one-eighty and get moving in the right direction. This blog post is my pledge to God, to myself, and to you that this is precisely what I am doing.

“Repentance and Conforming to the Gospel”

Today’s “3-Minute Retreat” from Loyola Press (which you can access at https://www.loyolapress.com/retreats/the-consequences-of-not-repenting-start-retreat) was based on Luke 13:5:

“But I tell you, if you do not repent, you will all perish as they did!”

The retreat master writes, “To perish, to be lost forever, is not a pleasant thought on which to dwell. It is better to repent, to be contrite, so that you can come to a place of starting anew. In the deepest part of ourselves we know there is no other way to change. To repent is much more than saying “I’m sorry.” It is the profound understanding that we must conform our lives to the Gospel, or be lost forever.”

To say “I’m sorry” is very difficult for me.  It probably is for virtually everyone.

But to conform to the Gospel of Jesus Christ—that is on border between excruciatingly difficult and absolutely impossible.  Anyone who thinks it is easy to follow Jesus has probably never read Matthew, Mark, Luke, or John.  Or, at least, they have not taken those documents seriously.

There is a good reason for the subtitle of this website: “Musings of a Deeply Flawed Christ-Follower.”  Sometimes, the flaws seem so much more real than the part about following Christ.

One of my 12-step readings from Hazelden made a very similar point about actually living a transforming life.  Here it is:

“Let no one be deluded that a knowledge of the path can substitute for putting one foot in front of the other.

—M. C. Richards

Recovering men know this path is not always easy. We usually talk about the benefits of recovery and the many promises of the program. Today, in our fellowship, we talk of the challenges we must face in order to recover. Honesty may be the greatest challenge. It is frightening to be honest with ourselves about things we have never really admitted or faced before.

Sometimes we have new and confusing feelings and think something must be wrong with us. But we may be just experiencing the logical outcome of our earlier commitment to be honest. No one recovers by thinking about it. We must actively take each Step and meet the challenges presented. We are not alone with our difficulties. We are part of a large movement of men committed to recovery, and this quiet moment is one way in which we are simply putting one foot in front of the other.

Today, I pray for the courage to remain faithful when the fears and pains of my transformation are overwhelming.” (From Touchstones: A Book of Daily Meditations for Men ©1986, 1991 by Hazelden Foundation.)

Yes!

Conforming myself to the Gospel, being transformed by putting one foot in front of the other in the direction of a sane, sober, loving life—these are not easy.  But then, neither is staying the way I am.  And no one has to do any of this alone or all at once.  I have good companions who both encourage and hold me accountable.  And I have the strength to take this one step in this one moment.

“A DEEP CHANGE OF MIND”

We all change our minds at times.  At times, we should.  But then, there is also a deep change of mind.  Such a deep change of mind is what the Bible calls “repentance.”

Luke 3:1   In the fifteenth year of the reign of Tiberius Caesar, Pontius Pilate being governor of Judea, and Herod being tetrarch of Galilee, and his brother Philip tetrarch of the region of Ituraea and Trachonitis, and Lysanias tetrarch of Abilene, 2 during the high priesthood of Annas and Caiaphas, the word of God came to John the son of Zechariah in the wilderness. 3 And he went into all the region around the Jordan, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. 4 As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet,

“The voice of one crying in the wilderness:

‘Prepare the way of the Lord,

make his paths straight.

5           Every valley shall be filled,

and every mountain and hill shall be made low,

and the crooked shall become straight,

and the rough places shall become level ways,

6           and all flesh shall see the salvation of God.’”

 

Luke 3:7   He said therefore to the crowds that came out to be baptized by him, “You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the wrath to come? 8 Bear fruits in keeping with repentance. And do not begin to say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our father.’ For I tell you, God is able from these stones to raise up children for Abraham. 9 Even now the axe is laid to the root of the trees. Every tree therefore that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire.”

 

Luke 3:10   And the crowds asked him, “What then shall we do?” 11 And he answered them, “Whoever has two tunics is to share with him who has none, and whoever has food is to do likewise.” 12 Tax collectors also came to be baptized and said to him, “Teacher, what shall we do?” 13 And he said to them, “Collect no more than you are authorized to do.” 14 Soldiers also asked him, “And we, what shall we do?” And he said to them, “Do not extort money from anyone by threats or by false accusation, and be content with your wages.”

 

Luke 3:15   As the people were in expectation, and all were questioning in their hearts concerning John, whether he might be the Christ, 16 John answered them all, saying, “I baptize you with water, but he who is mightier than I is coming, the strap of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. 17 His winnowing fork is in his hand, to clear his threshing floor and to gather the wheat into his barn, but the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire.” (Luke 3:1-17, English Standard Version)

According to Luke 3:8, John the Baptist talked about “. . . the ax being laid to the root of the tree.”  It sounds serious, doesn’t it?  That is because it is.

When I was growing up on the farm, my dad decided to build a fence to keep our cattle in a field that he was turning into pasture.  I was about fourteen, so Dad decided that it was time for me to learn how to chop down saplings in preparation for putting in the fence.  He handed me an axe, and stepped back a respectful distance.  I was so honored that my dad was letting me handle the axe!  I was going to impress him with how fast I could cut that puppy down!  I reared back and swung the axe mightily, hitting the tree about a foot above the ground—and almost broke the axe handle.  I had missed with the axe blade entirely, but not with the axe handle.  In fact, I’m surprised that I didn’t break the handle.  I still remember the tremendous jar, the pain in my hands and arms and shoulders as a result of that miss.

My dad said to me, “Here, son, let me have that axe and show you how it’s done before you do some serious damage to the handle or yourself.”

He said, “First, you need to aim for the roots, not the trunk.  Second, you need to measure your swing before you actually swing.  You lay the axe at the root of the tree like this,” he said, demonstrating.  “That way, you won’t miss and maybe end up cutting off your foot.  Third, you let the axe do the work.  The blade is plenty sharp enough to cut down this sapling.”

I tried it, and (much to my amazement) it went much better.  My dad was smarter than I had thought!

Laying the axe to the root of the tree just before you swing is a wonderful metaphor, and John the Baptist was not shy about using it.  You lay the axe to the root of the tree when you’re just about to chop it down.  Not prune it; chop it down!  John’s words suggest the imminence of judgment.  The time for repentance is now—or never.

None of us has long on this earth.  That’s neither pessimism nor a scare tactic, I hope.  I think that it is simple reality.  I am probably more aware of this than I used to be, since I am an old guy.  However, it is true for everyone, no matter how young they are.  If we are going to put our past behind us (which is one aspect of repentance), and live differently and better in the present and future (which is another aspect of repentance), it might be helpful to meditate on the brevity of life.

But John the Baptist is not leaving us at a loss to know what this repentance, this change of mind, is about.  For John, repentance is primarily shown by what we do, especially how we treat others.  Thus, he says that repentance is about sharing food and clothing, about treating people fairly, about not accusing people falsely, about being content with what we have.  Apparently, repentance is about positive actions, rather than “sorry” feelings and words.

Let me go back now to my story about my dad and me building fence together.

There were some of the saplings that Dad spared.  I would be about to cut one of them down, and Dad would say, “Leave that one, son.  That one is straight and sturdy enough to serve as a fence post.”

My dad valued usefulness.  Perhaps so does God.  And usefulness, in God’s eyes, is not that difficult.  It boils down to fairness, contentment, and sharing what we’ve got with others.

 

“GOD HATES DISH WASHING MACHINES!”

God hates automatic dishwashing machines!  The reason I know this is because I hate automatic dishwashing machines!

Yes, I am aware of the studies that “prove” that dishwashing machines use less water and energy and are better for the environment.  However, my question about this (and all other studies that prove or disprove this or that) is, “Who financed the study?”

I have an exceedingly current reason for this rant.  The sad tale goes as follows.

My wife loves to cook and bake.  This is good, because she’s good at it and I love to eat.  However, this creates a lot of dishes.  I try to do most of them.

My wife had baked some cakes to take last night to some needy folks whom we feed on Monday nights at our church.  When she came home, I rinsed off the cake pans (none too well), and put them into the dishwasher.  I was tired, so I said to myself, “Let the dishwasher do the work this time!”

This morning, I got up early and started unloading the dishwasher.  I got out a new drying towel and began drying the cake pans.  Problem?  Cake was still caked on the cake pans.  (And yes, I did remember to run the dishwasher!)

I was ticked!  I made a vow that I would wash all dishes by hand from here on out.  We’ll see how long that vow will hold.

As I was rather angrily doing most of the dishes from the dishwasher by hand, it suddenly occurred to me that God hates dishwashers too.  Or, at least, God doesn’t use them.  God washes us by hand.

“Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity And cleanse me from my sin.”  So says David in Psalm 51:2.  Throughout the Old and New Testament, we are told repeatedly that, even when his people sin, God doesn’t give up on them.  Punish, yes.  Give up, no.  God’s desire is that we repent of our sin.  Repent is an old-fashioned word that likely embraces the ideas of being sorry for our wrong-doing, confessing them, and turning to God and away from those wrong-doings.  When we repent, God begins the cleansing process.  God washes us by hand, and no one has hands that are as thorough as God’s.  God is careful not to break any of his dishes, but he sure scrubs hard, and  unlike dishes, we humans have feelings and free will.  We don’t like to be washed thoroughly.

Like virtually all little boys (and some girls), we would rather take a beating than a bath.  God scrubs us like my grandma scrubbed me when I was little.  When I protested during a bath that she was hurting poor little me, my grandma said, “If you aren’t pink, you aren’t clean,” and kept right on scrubbing.

God uses abrasive scouring pads, strong soap, hot water, and lots of elbow grease.  He scrubs us again, if we are not clean enough to suit him.

I’d like to do the dishes once, and be done with them.  Unfortunately, they seem to get dirty again.  We get dirty again too.  Old preachers used to talk about “keeping short accounts with God.”  We need to do the same with God.  Dishes are much easier to wash if the grime hasn’t set up.

We need to confess our mess-ups to God.  We need to ‘fess up if we want God to clean our mess up.

 

 

“GOD’S KINGDOM: SOME REALLY GOOD POLITICAL NEWS AND OUR RESPONSE”

“Now after John had been taken into custody, Jesus came into Galilee, preaching the gospel of God, and saying, ‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel’  (Mark 1:14 NAU).”

Are you ready for some really good political news?  I know I could stand some.

Well, here it is: No human being is in control of this world.  God is!

Now, I’m not stupid, and I do pay attention to the news a bit.  It certainly seems as if human beings are in control of our world.  And (also certainly) God does allow humans to have a lot of freedom to mess up our own lives, the lives of others, and even the planet.

However, ultimately, God is the King!  I believe that this is objectively true, even though many people aren’t sure there is a God.  Even those who do believe that a God (or Gods) exist may have a very difficult time believing that God (or the Gods) actually rule this world in any meaningful sense.

About two-thousand years ago, a man came to this planet proclaiming that, against all appearances, God was in control.  That man was Jesus.

There was a problem—a HUGE problem: This was the area where this man appeared (Judea) was at the eastern curve of the Mediterranean, and the Romans thought they were in control of this area.

And, in a sense, the Romans were in control.

But along comes Jesus who says, “No, God is in control.”

Now, at this point in the blog, I need to go all scholarly on you.  Scholarship is often very boring.  Believe me: I know this, because I am a scholar!

However, there are also times when it is fascinating.  More importantly than being fascinating, there are times when it really matters—a lot.  So, slog with me through this swamp of boring.  I promise you that this slog will bring us onto solid ground, and that the view will be well worth the slog.

Mark 1:14-15 comes right after Jesus’ baptism and the account of Jesus’ temptation.  Mark is giving a summary of what Jesus was proclaiming from the beginning of his public ministry.  God’s good news, which Jesus proclaims, is that the time is fulfilled, that the kingdom of God has come near, and that Jesus’ hearers.  His words includes us, if (as I believe) the Bible is for everyone and for every time.

God is king, and not the Romans!  That is both good news and fairly easy to understand.

But even here, in these seemingly simple words, a little knowledge of the Greek is helpful.

For example [t]he time is fulfilled” is in the perfect tense in Greek.  The perfect tense usually signifies action completed in the past with ongoing results.  Is it not a wonderful thing that the time for proclaiming the good news (which is what the word “gospel” means) has been completed in the past, but has ongoing results?

The word for “is at hand” regarding the kingdom is also in the perfect tense.  The kingdom of God has been made to come near to us in the past, but it also has ongoing results.  The kingdom is an accomplished fact, says Jesus, and it continues to be an accomplished fact.

However, the next verbs are in the present tense.  The present tense is used for actions that are and must be continually going on.  Jesus is saying that his hearers (and we) need to respond to God’s completed-in-the-past-but-with-ongoing-results kingdom with an ongoing, continual, life-style repentance and faith.

What is repentance?  It is often said that it is “a change of mind.”  This is both true and false.  If what we mean by this is merely changing our minds about who God or Jesus is, I would say that this is only part of the equation.  Repentance is a deep change in how we think of Jesus and God, ourselves, other people, and the world.  Repentance is also about transformed action that is based on transformed thinking.

And faith?  The word faith does not mean (as one twelve-year-old was reported to have said it meant) “believing in something that you know isn’t true.”  Faith, in both the Old and New Testament, seems to have three meanings:

  1. Faith is believing certain things about God, humankind, salvation, the church, and the Bible.
  2. Faith means a personal relationship with God.  Most Christians (and I include myself at this point), believe that personal relationship comes about through a commitment (faith) in Jesus Christ.
  3. Faith also means fidelity in how we live our lives.

So, according to Jesus, the kingdom of God is an accomplished fact with ongoing results.

Of course, there is a catch; there’s always a catch.  The catch is that, if we wish to enjoy the good news of Christ’s kingdom, we must commit ourselves to a life-style of repentance—transformed thinking that leads to transformed actions and transforming actions.  And we must commit ourselves to a life-style of believing, personal relationship, and fidelity.

That sounds pretty grim, doesn’t it?  However, did you notice the word “gospel” at in both of the verses that led off this post?  The word “gospel” is an old-fashioned translation of the Greek word that is used in both these verses.  Many modern translations use the term “good news.”  The truth is that this kingdom is governed by a King who knows us fully, and who truly desires the best for us.  And if we live as citizens of this kingdom, it is good news for us, and for all with whom we come into contact.

And that is good news, no matter who are you are, what you’ve done, or who we have elected to lead our very provisional earthly kingdoms.

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