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DTEB, “A NEW CARD GAME: MENTAL GOLF”

Thursday, December 20, 2018

I have not been happy with my thought life for the past couple of days.  My thoughts have not been entirely off the rails, but many of my thoughts have not been God-honoring thoughts, either.  Gluttonous thoughts, excessively angry and fearful thoughts, lustful thoughts, envious thoughts, worried thoughts, self-pitying thoughts—what a messy mind I have at times!  I wonder why I have so many problems with my mind?  Or is really helpful to ask why?

Perhaps I should stop asking why, and instead play a sort-of mental “golf” card game.  Golf—when you’re talking about cards—is a game for two or more persons.  The goal is to have the lowest score possible (or, at least, a lower score than your opponent/s).  Hence the name “golf.”

In golf, you are dealt four cards.  There is a “stock deck” in the middle of the table, which you cannot see, of course.  You take turns substituting higher point cards in your hand for the cards in the stock deck.  Sometimes you substitute a high-point card for an even higher point card, but that is the chance you take.  Eventually, someone raps on the table, people reveal their cards, and the person with the lowest total points wins.

What if I regarded my thought life as a game of golf?  What if I envisioned the stock deck as face up and spread out, so that I could see the point values of the various cards?  Then, I could substitute a bad card in my hand for a better one from the stock deck.

When it comes to my thoughts, I can generally discern which ones are life-affirming and which ones are not.  If I am aware and honest, I know what cards I have in my mind.  And the good cards in the stock deck are face up.

Eventually, Death raps his knuckles on the table, and the game is over.  I want to have the lowest possible score.

In a sense, the analogy is helpful to me.  It turns my thought life into a game.  I am much better at having fun with serious things, than I am at being serious about serious things.

In another sense, the analogy is not in line with what I believe at all.  I believe that God forgives me of all my sins—even my bad thought life.  In a sense, God doesn’t keep score.  “If iniquities you kept, O LORD, O Lord, who could stand?  But with you is forgiveness, in order that you may be feared.” (Psalm 130:3-4, my translation)

But I still want to honor God with my thoughts, as well as with my words and actions.  Better thoughts will not only honor God, but also will be better for me.  Better thoughts will also be good for everyone with whom I come into contact.

Today, I will play mental golf.  Care to join me?

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