“THE WISE OLD MIRACLE-WORKER, AND THE YOUNG SKEPTIC”

Miracle is simply the religious name for event.”  (Friedrich D. Schleiermacher, On Religion: Speeches to Its Cultured Despisers.)

The story is told of a wise old miracle worker.  A skeptical young man went to the old man, and demanded, “Show me a miracle, so that I may believe in God!”

Without uttering a word, the old man planted a seed in a nearby pot.  Immediately the seed grew into a tall green plant.  In less than a minute, the plant had produced a lovely flower.

The young skeptic was in awe.  “It is a miracle!” he exclaimed.

But the wise old miracle worker looked at the young man with compassion, though his words were stern.  “Young fool!” he said, “The miracle of life, and growth, and beauty is all around you all the time.  All I did was speed up the process in this one case.”

Perhaps the process for all good things is a miracle.  Maybe all true beauty is an amazing thing.  Maybe miracles are in the eye of the beholder—like beauty.

That was apparently Friedrich Schleiermacher’s point.  If you’re amazed, an event is a miracle.  I don’t entirely agree with Schleiermacher.  Even if no one is around to observe an amazing thing, it is still a miracle.  However, I do think Schleiermacher makes a valid observation—as long as it is not pressed too far.  Miracle, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder.

Of course, life could be an accident, and beauty could be an illusion.  However, I’ve had several accidents (automotive and other kinds of accidents as well), and I have yet to find an accident that leads to life or beauty.

I wonder what miracles will happen in my world and in yours today.  I wonder if we will be aware of these miracles.  Perhaps awareness itself is the one of the greatest miracles.

“PUTTING YOUR HOUSE ON A DIET”  

 

Getting rid of household stuff and clothes is like putting your house on a diet.” (Suzanne Phillips)

Question: How do you eat an elephant?

Answer:  One bite at a time.”  (Source unknown.)

 

I am in love with simplicity.  However, I worship from afar.  Simplicity and I do not have a personal, intimate relationship.

I guess you could say that I am in love with the idea of simplicity.  The practice of simplicity is another matter.

My friend Suzanne’s comment about “putting your house on a diet” reminds me of how cluttered my work and sleeping area really is.  I would blame the clutter on someone else, except for the fact that I am the only one who is ever up here.  (That’s not entirely true.  My wife comes up occasionally and scares the liver out of me.  Whenever she does, she assures me that she was not trying to scare me—after she pries me off the ceiling.)

But it’s more than clutter in my work and sleeping space.  My whole life needs to go on a diet.

Take my use of time for example: How could I cut some fat of my use of time?  I’m not talking about taking the enjoyment out of my life.  I’m talking about using time more wisely, so that I can enjoy life even more.

Then, there is putting my words on a diet.  I talk too much.  I have known this for a long time.  I’ve wanted to change, but I haven’t.  (That is all I’ve got to say about that.)

They say that confession is good for the soul.  However, I can only stand so much goodness at a time.

So, how can I go on an effective diet?  Wonderful plans and crash diets don’t work for me.  I won’t stay on them.

What does work (when I work it) is making small changes.  My resolve is small, so small changes are what I can manage.

So, right now, I am trying to make small changes in my work/sleeping area.  I moved the recycling container into a nearby storage area.  I am v  e  r  y    s  l  o  w  l   y  thinning out my clothes, taking them to Good Will.

I am banking on the fact that, when I challenge myself to make small, incremental changes, I am much more likely to actually change.

A few years ago, when I had been walking fairly regularly, I decided to run a short way.  The first time, I ran a tenth of a mile—if that.  Then, I resumed walking.  The next day, I decided to run one driveway further than I had the day before.  Each day, I tried to run just a little further.

Eventually, I decided to run a marathon.  In fact, I ran two years in a row.  I didn’t run fast, but I ran (at least part of the time).

It may well be that all important changes, all transformations, boil down to making small changes.

 

 

 

DTEB, “TAKING THE OLD MAN OUT OF THE DRIVER’S SEAT”

. . . put off . . . the old man . . .” (Ephesians 4:22, King James Version).

 

I had an interesting dream last night.  Well, it began as a dream, swiftly transitioned into a nightmare, and then became a dream again.  Now that I am more or less awake, I regard it as a cautionary tale.

In my dream, my wife and I were going somewhere with “an older couple” (which means older than us).  The older guy was driving.  I was riding shotgun.  Shortly after getting up to speed, we ran off the road.  I looked over at the driver, and the old man had fallen asleep.

We went down a fairly steep embankment, but the car didn’t roll or start fishtailing.  I felt panicky, but tried to keep my wits about me.  We were off the road, but in a flat place now.  I tried to wake up the driver, but he was sound asleep.  Finally, I grabbed the steering wheel, and applied the brake.  It took an unbearably long time, but eventually, I was able to stop the car.  The old man woke up, but I drove the rest of the way to our destination.

Then, I woke up from my dream.

In the passage from Ephesians that I quoted at the top of this post, Paul encourages the believers to whom he is writing to “put off the old man.”  Modern translations try to convey the thought, rather than translating literally.  I get that.  It is a good way to go about translation.  More modern folks are likely to read it and understand the gist of it. One modern translation, the New American Standard,  has “. . . lay aside the old self . . . ,” which is certainly a fine translation.

 

On the other hand, I am still rather fond of the King James translation.  The Greek word for “man” is “anthropon,” the general Greek word for human beings.  We get our modern word “anthropology” from the Greek word.

 

So, why do I take my dream/nightmare as a cautionary tale?  I didn’t have a fatal crash yesterday during my waking hours.  But I did run off the road, in terms of my life.  I didn’t kill anyone or do anything illegal or horribly immoral.  However, . . .

However, I didn’t accomplish a lot of things on my to-be-and-to-do list, and I played a lot of computer games.

And I mixed up a Pillsbury Plus cake mix, and ate it raw.  I thought that I intended to just eat a little of it.  And I did!  And then a little more.  And then a lot more.  And then, I said to myself, “The refrigerator is pretty full.  Why don’t I put this in a smaller container, so that it won’t take up quite so much space?”  I decided to do that, but I also decided to take a few more bites.  Then, I said to myself, “Hey, I’m almost done with this, so why don’t I really economize on refrigerator space (and dishes), and polish this off?”  So, that is what I did!

Did you know that cake batter expands in your stomach, just like it does in the oven?  It does!  I probably could have made room for the cake batter in the refrigerator.  I certainly made room for it in my stomach.

The point of this sad little tale is that, even though I had not done anything horrible, and even though I did get some worthwhile things done, I had put the old man—my old man—in the driver’s seat.  I had done so by practicing gluttony and laziness, which the Catholic Church recognizes as two of the mortal sins.  The old man, even when he is asleep, can do a great deal of damage.  However the good, but sobering, news is this: I never actually have to let the old man drive.

So, I woke up this morning after my nightmare determined to put off the old man, to not let him in the driver’s seat today.  I woke up determined to let the new man, the man I am in Christ, do the driving today.

In this same passage in Ephesians, Paul instructs his hearers about what they are to do, once they have “put off the old man” (4:23).  Paul writes, “Instead, let the Spirit renew your thoughts and attitudes.”  The Greek word for “renew” can also mean “to become young again.”  I think that I have discovered the fountain of youth!

So far today, so good for me!

How about you, gentle reader?  Who is in your driver’s seat right now: the old man or the Holy Spirit who makes you young again?

“WHAT WE LISTEN TO”

Oh be careful little ears what you hear!”  (Words from a Christian song for very small children.)

  4 “Listen, O Israel! The LORD is our God, the LORD alone.

  5 And you must love the LORD your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your strength.

  6 And you must commit yourselves wholeheartedly to these commands that I am giving you today.” (Deuteronomy 6:4-6, New Living Translation.)

So pay attention to how you hear. To those who listen to my teaching, more understanding will be given. But for those who are not listening, even what they think they understand will be taken away from them.” (Luke 8:18, New Living Translation.)

I have big ears.  I am the first to admit that.  But the size of my ears isn’t the crucial matter; what matters is how I use my big ears.

This morning, I was listening to National Public Radio’s show “Morning Edition” and a bit of NPR’s program “1A.”  There was a lot of bad news.  (I almost typed “bad noose”—a Freudian near slip, if ever there was one!)  Some of the news items involved a terrible fire in a high rise in London, a shooting of Republicans who were practicing baseball, and the questioning of Jeff Sessions, our current attorney general.

I was finishing up the dishes, as it began to rain.  I felt that gentle internal nudge, the one I’ve learned to call “God’s leading,” suggesting that I turn off the radio and listen to the rain.

And the rain was beautiful.

I am not suggesting that I or anyone else should not listen to bad, uncomfortable news, or news that contradicts our own opinions and values.  We should.  But I wonder sometimes if we listen enough to the rain, or to our significant others, or to the songs of birds.

Jesus taught that we should be careful what we listened to, as well as how we listen.  I need to (we need to) pay attention to the very process of our listening.  In the Luke 8:18 passage that I quoted as part of the lead-in to this post, the verbs for “hearing” are in the present tense.  The Greek present tense often suggests continual, repetitive action.  Learning to listen is an ongoing process.  To paraphrase an old commercial tagline for milk, “We never outgrow our need for listening.”

Despite my big ears, I am not a particularly good listener.  But I would like to become one.  To listen, to pay attention with the ears, is a wonderful gift we could give to ourselves and to one another.

Care to join me in a new organization?  Perhaps we could call it the “Everyone Attends Regularly Society” (E.A.R.S. for short.)

“Downwardly Mobile”

If I were a Roman Catholic, and if I were graced to be part of a (non?)monastic order, I think I would like to be a Franciscan.  (Trappist would be a better bet for crucifying my crazy talkative tongue, but I wouldn’t last ten minutes as a Trappist.)

The reason I think I would like to be a Franciscan is that Saint Francis was so downwardly mobile.

Francis (for some reason, “Francis” sounds better than “Saint Francis” to me) was the son of a wealthy merchant.  He was part of what we would call these days “the upper middle class.”

However, Francis voluntarily embraced poverty and simplicity.  More importantly, Francis embraced people who were poor and simple.  Francis married poverty and simplicity because he believed that this was what Jesus had both done and taught.

I, however, try to find ways around the much-too-clear implications of Jesus’ life and teachings.  Of course, Jesus didn’t mean financial poverty.  No!  He meant spiritual poverty.  Of course, there is a certain amount of discomfort with my line of reasoning in this regard—or is it a line of bologna?  However, my discomfort can always be quelled by something more.  (Since I just mentioned bologna, I suddenly remember that we actually have some bologna.  I think I’ll go downstairs and have a sandwich!)

However, at the center of the Christian faith is a God who was downwardly mobile.  Philippians 2:6-11 is a wonderful pre-Franciscan poem, either written by Paul or quoted by him.

“6 Though he was God, he did not think of equality with God as something to cling to.

7 Instead, he gave up his divine privileges; he took the humble position of a slave and was born as a human being. When he appeared in human form,

8 he humbled himself in obedience to God and died a criminal’s death on a cross.

9 Therefore, God elevated him to the place of highest honor and gave him the name above all other names,

10 that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth,

11 and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.”

It would make me feel better to end with that quote.  Unfortunately, the words before and after this poem are words addressed to the church in ancient Philippi, which also speak to me.  These words nail me to the cross and threaten to keep me there.

1 “Is there any encouragement from belonging to Christ? Any comfort from his love? Any fellowship together in the Spirit? Are your hearts tender and compassionate?

2 Then make me truly happy by agreeing wholeheartedly with each other, loving one another, and working together with one mind and purpose.

3 Don’t be selfish; don’t try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves.

4 Don’t look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too.

5 You must have the same attitude that Christ Jesus had.”

In other words, the introduction to this wonderful passage about God’s downward mobility in Jesus is preceded by the challenge for me to have the same attitude.  I just hate it when the context of a passage from the Bible is this clear!

The verses after the poetry are equally clear and equally discomforting.

“12 Dear friends, you always followed my instructions when I was with you. And now that I am away, it is even more important. Work hard to show the results of your salvation, obeying God with deep reverence and fear.

13 For God is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases him.

14 Do everything without complaining and arguing,

15 so that no one can criticize you. Live clean, innocent lives as children of God, shining like bright lights in a world full of crooked and perverse people.

16 Hold firmly to the word of life; then, on the day of Christ’s return, I will be proud that I did not run the race in vain and that my work was not useless.”

Apparently, Jesus’ downward mobility means that I have to stop complaining and arguing.  Perhaps that is one aspect of embracing poverty and simplicity.

On second thought, I’m glad that I’m not a Franciscan.  If I were, I might have to take seriously the implications of the gospel.

 

 

 

“LOVING GOD, MYSELF, AND OTHERS IN AN AS-IS WORLD”

Today, my twelve-step affirmation is as follows:

“Today, by God’s grace, I will do one good thing, do it as well as it deserves to be done, and then move on to the next good thing.  Good things fall under three broad categories:

  1. Good things that express my love and respect for God directly to God.
  2. Good things that express my love and respect toward other people and all of creation.
  3. Good things that express my love and respect toward myself.”

The first and third category are the hardest to understand.  What does God really need?  God seems pretty self-sufficient to me.

However, God might not need anything from me, but he might enjoy some things from me.  It is a beautiful dawning to what promises to be a hot summers day.  I feel that God would enjoy it if I took a walk with God.  So, I will!

But for me, the second category is the easiest to understand, and the most difficult to do.  I like people, as long as they do precisely what I want.  (They almost never do.)  I like creation and reality, as long as creation and reality conform to my fantasies.  (They almost never do.)

Have you ever been to a used car lot, and seen a sticker on a car that read AS IS”?  That means that the car has no warranty.  As the old saying goes, “Ya pays your money, and ya takes your chances!”

All of life, every day and every relationship is “AS IS.”

And God is as God is.  God is abundant and complex, but God is not a smorgasbord.

The serenity prayer is well-known, even beyond twelve-step programs.  However, there is a longer version that is beautifully true, though less well known.  Here it is.  Pray this prayer today, and I’ll try to do the same!

God, grant me the Serenity
To accept the things I cannot change…
Courage to change the things I can,
And Wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time,
Enjoying one moment at a time,
Accepting hardship as the pathway to peace.
Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is,
Not as I would have it.
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His will.
That I may be reasonably happy in this life,
And supremely happy with Him forever in the next.
Amen.

“WATCHING A MAN DIE”

When the centurion who stood facing him saw how he breathed his last he said, ‘Truly this man was the Son of God!’” (Mark 15:39)

“I’ve watched many men die,” said the hard-bitten Roman soldier.  “My men and I frequently pulled crowd control duty at crucifixions.  It wasn’t pleasant watching men die slowly.  It is much easier thrusting a sword through them.  I’ve done that too.

“But people have to be taught who’s boss, and for better and worse, Rome and Caesar are the boss in the Eastern Mediterranean right now.  A slow, painful, humiliating, public death is a wonderful reminder of who is in control.

“People who are crucified don’t die from blood loss.  They die of exhaustion and asphyxiation.  We place them on the cross in such a way that they have to push up with their feet in order to breathe.  Eventually, when they can no longer push themselves up, they stop breathing.

“Different people don’t die the same.  Some curse, some are silent, just trying to breathe, some plead.  (Most of them eventually plead for death.)  The one thing they all do is die—usually very slowly.  One guy took nine days to die, if you can believe it.

“This man was different.  For one thing, he died fairly quickly.  When I reported his death to Pilate, the governor couldn’t believe it. ‘What!’ he said.  ‘Are you sure?’  Oh, yes, I was sure.  I had seen enough death and inflicted enough death to know.  I don’t know why he died so fast.  It was as if the weight of the world was pressing down on his shoulders.  It was as if that was the reason he couldn’t push himself up any more.

“But it wasn’t just how quickly he died.  It was his overall demeanor.  When two of my soldiers stretched him on the cross to put the nails in his feet and wrists, he didn’t try to resist.  I thought this was very odd.  Sometimes, it takes four men to hold down one of the scoundrels, plus one to drive the nails.  With this man, I think one could have done it with no problem.  It was as if this man knew that he must die.

“Oh, yes, there was pain on his face.  But there was something else that I’d never seen, except in my mother’s eyes when I was very little.  I was playing with some friends, and some bigger boys began teasing us, I decided that I wasn’t going to put up with that.  So, . . . I got beaten up pretty badly.  When I got home, my mother looked at my bloody face with such tenderness that I nearly started crying.  It was the same look that this man gave to the man driving the nails through his flesh and into the wood of the cross.  I swear, this man looked at the soldier holding him down and the one driving the nails with such understanding, such compassion, with (dare I say it?) such love!  I had to turn away.

“Generally, we don’t watch the people we are crucifying.  We don’t need to.  They’re not going anywhere.  What we do is watch the crowd.  Is anyone going to try to rescue the criminals we are executing?  Is the crowd getting unruly?  In this case, the crowd seemed more sad and confused than militant.  Some women were weeping, but women do that.  Some in the crowd seemed to be happy that this man was being crucified.  ‘Good riddance to bad rubbish,’ I heard someone say.

“But whenever This Man spoke, I turned around.  And He said some very strange things from the cross.  He spoke of forgiveness.  He made promises to one of his companions in crucifixion, which only a king could have made.  Even when he accused his God of abandoning him, This Man called him ‘my God!’

“And his final words, with his final breath—what shall I say of them!  ‘Father, into your hands I commit my spirit!’  Somehow, it did not sound like a prayer of desperation.  It sounded like a cry of triumph.

“Rumor has it that some of The Man’s followers are claiming that he has risen from the dead.  I’m not sure if I believe that or not.  I’m not into ghost stories.

“But I’ll tell you this: There is something strange about This Man.  And if anyone deserved to be raised from the dead, it was This Man.”

“ENJOYING GOD”

Q. 1. What is the chief end of man?
A. Man’s chief end is to glorify God, and to enjoy him forever.”
(Westminster Shorter Catechism.)

 “Today, by God’s grace, I will choose to enjoy my work, being with my wife, being by myself, this lovely world, and God.  I will choose to live in joy today!” (Twelve-step affirmation crafted by the author of this blog.)

Do I enjoy God?  It’s a simple question, but my response is quite unsatisfying.

I suppose that some questions are unanswerable.  Maybe those are the best questions.  Still . . .

I went on line to make sure that I had the quote from the Westminster Shorter Catechism correct, and stumbled on the following site: http://www.reformed.org/documents/wsc/index.html?_top=http://www.reformed.org/documents/WSC.html, accessed 06-09-2017.

The site gave various Scriptures to support the idea of enjoying God: Psalm 16:5-11; 144:15; Isaiah 12:2; Luke 2:10; Philippians 4:4; and Revelation 21:3-4.  So, I decided to look them all up.  Of course, I got stuck on Psalm 16.  It was a good kind of stuck.

The psalm begins with a plea to God for safety.  However, aside from verses 1 and 4, this psalm is a gentle breeze of trust and delight in God.  The whole psalm is only 11 short verses long, but it is as deep as the Mariana Trench.

Enjoying God is more than a bit difficult for me to get my mind around.  However, I do know a bit about enjoying a good meal.

I enjoy my meals much better if I am hungry.  And there are certain things that can help me to be hungry.

First, I have to be physically active.  If I’m not, I could have my favorite meal, but not really enjoy it.  If I am struggling to enjoy God, perhaps my first question should be, “What have I done for God lately?”  Unfortunately, I am much more prone to ask what God has done for me.

Second, if I want to enjoy a meal, I need to be abstaining from junk food.  I suppose you might define idolatry as “trying to satisfy your hunger for God with spiritual junk food.”  I really like junk food, but it does tend to kill my ability to enjoy God.

Finally, meals are much more fun if I’m not eating alone.  The companionship of others who are committed to seeking God helps me to enjoy God more.

Our pastor is asking members of life groups to send him testimonials about what membership in a life group means to us.  I think this is one of the things that my life group does for me: It helps me to enjoy God more.

“ACTION AND THINKING”

 

“One of the CAC’s Core Principles is: ‘We do not think ourselves into a new way of living, but we live ourselves into a new way of thinking.’”  (Richard Rohr, https://cac.org/category/daily-meditations/, accessed 05-29-2016).

. . .

“Franciscan alternative orthodoxy doesn’t bother fighting popes, bishops, Scriptures, or dogmas. As stated in another of CAC’s core principles, ‘The best criticism of the bad is the practice of the better. Oppositional energy only creates more of the same.’ This alternative orthodoxy quietly but firmly pays attention to different things—like simplicity, humility, non-violence, contemplation, solitude and silence, earth care, nature and other creatures, and the “least of the brothers and sisters.”  (Richard Rohr, https://cac.org/category/daily-meditations/, accessed 05-29-2016).

Move a muscle, change a thought.”  (Twelve-step saying.)

Having mused yesterday about my tendency to overvalue and too narrowly define “productivity,” I want to come in with a good word for action, especially in relation to thinking.

I often fall into the trap of thinking that thinking precedes action.  In a sense, that is true—or, at least, it should be true.  I do indeed need to think before I act.

However, I also need to remember that action often needs to come first.  I remember many years ago participating in a class that was built on an action-contemplation model.  We were supposed to do ministry tasks, and then contemplate what we had done.  I hated the class!

But why did I hate the class?  Perhaps I hated it because I would much rather sit around and think (and talk!) about things, rather than actually doing something.  I remind me of the definition of a committee: “A committee is a group of people talking about what they should be doing.”  I am a one-man committee!

What would happen, if I were to put action first?  I might do some better thinking, for one thing.  For another, I might get more done.

Of course, the truth is that I need to do both, moving back and forth between the two.  Better action leads to better thinking, which leads to better action, and so on.

The name of Richard Rohr’s organization is “The Center for Action and Contemplation.”  I suspect that, Like Rohr, I need to put action first and contemplation (and thinking) second.

Sorry to cut this post off abruptly, but I need to go do something!  I’ll think about it and contemplate later.

 

 

 

“AM I BEING PRODUCTIVE OR WORSHIPING PRODUCTIVITY?”

Please help him to be productive without worshiping the false god ‘productivity’.”  (Paraphrase of a friend’s prayer for me today.)

Good prayer!  This is an important distinction to make: being productive, versus worshiping productivity.

Part of my problem is that I define productivity very narrowly.  If I get paid for doing something, and if I think it is important, and if everyone else thinks it is productive, and . . . and . . . and . . .

If my definition of productivity is this narrow, I doom myself to an unproductive day and an unproductive life.

What would happen if I were to define productivity much more broadly?  What if productivity included such things as these: twelve-step phone calls, mowing the grass, exercising, really listening to my wife, cleaning the commode, smiling at someone for no particular reason?  What if even a blog post is a form of productivity??

What if noticing the robin on my neighbor’s roof is productivity?

The problem is not simply my narrow definition of productivity.  The deeper problem is that I worship it.  And even good things, if they become gods, are not good.

One of the many ways of looking at the Old Testament Sabbath is to think of it as a reminder that productivity is not the be-all and end-all.  Even God rested on the Sabbath (Genesis 2:2-3; Exodus 20:8-11).  Apparently, even God doesn’t worship productivity.

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