I was baptized yesterday.
Yes, I know: It seems quite strange, doesn’t it? I am an old guy who was a pastor for 29 years. I have been a follower of Christ (at least part-time) for many decades. I have taught and still teach at a Christian university. Why on earth would I be baptized?
Actually, this is my third baptism. The first was when I was nine years old. Did I understand everything about the Christian faith? No. But I did understand that I was a sinner, and Christ was the Savior.
I was also baptized when I was twenty-four. I had been pastoring a church for a year-and-a-half, and realized—while preparing a sermon—that I might know a bit about the Bible, but I didn’t really know Christ. I was baptized by my father-in-law in the baptistry of the church I was serving as pastor.
For a long time now, I have been having a desire to be baptized again, to renew my vows to Christ and to the Church. Today I decided to quit desiring, and follow through.
No, I still do not understand everything about Christ. Sometimes I wonder if I even understand much.
But this I do know: Without Jesus Christ in my life, I wouldn’t have one—a life that is.
Some people tend to coast when they get older. I have decided to take the opposite approach. I am too old now to coast. Some people get cautious when they get older. I have decided that I am too old not to take some risks.
I am not about
In the Old Testament, God made many agreements with humankind. These agreements are often referred to as “covenants.” A covenant is a cross between a contract and a marriage commitment. It is binding and has stipulations, like a contract. It is solemn and personal, like a marriage.
I was reading Genesis 9 the other day, when I stumbled upon a secret that was hidden in plain sight. This chapter is part of the narrative of the great flood. You probably remember the story. The world was a mess, and God was feeling sorry that he had ever made humankind. God decided to destroy the world, but also decided to spare Noah, his family, and some of the animals. God was going to start over!
After the flood, God made a covenant with Noah—and with the animals. For some reason, as many times as I had heard and read this story, I had never noticed how explicit God was in including the animals in this covenant. As I already said, this not-so-secret secret is hidden in plain sight.
“8 Then God said to Noah and to his sons with him, 9 “Behold, I establish my covenant with you and your offspring after you, 10 and with every living creature that is with you, the birds, the livestock, and every beast of the earth with you, as many as came out of the ark; it is for every beast of the earth. 11 I establish my covenant with you, that never again shall all flesh be cut off by the waters of the flood, and never again shall there be a flood to destroy the earth.” 12 And God said, “This is the sign of the covenant that I make between me and you and every living creature that is with you, for all future generations: 13 I have set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth. 14 When I bring clouds over the earth and the bow is seen in the clouds, 15 I will remember my covenant that is between me and you and every living creature of all flesh. And the waters shall never again become a flood to destroy all flesh. 16 When the bow is in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of all flesh that is on the earth.” 17 God said to Noah, “This is the sign of the covenant that I have established between me and all flesh that is on the earth.” (Genesis 9:8-17. English Standard Version, bolding mine)
For some reason, I had always thought of this as God’s covenant with Noah, and of course it is. However, the animals and their descendants were included as well.
Christians are often accused of not recognizing the importance of animals. In some cases, the accusation probably has some validity. However, perhaps our failure to recognize the significance of animals is because we have ignored certain truths from our own sacred Scriptures.
Now, in the interest of full disclosure, I am not a vegan. In fact, I am planning to go out to Outback after church today. I am not planning to have just a salad.
However, apparently there is at least one solemn agreement in the Bible—and I suspect that it is not the only one—that embraces the animals as well as people. Perhaps Radar O’Reilly on M*A*S*H was at least partly right after all. One time, Radar said, “Animals are people too!”
I’m not quite ready to go that far, but animals do matter—more than we are willing to admit, sometimes. Apparently, they matter to the God who created them, too.
One of the spiritual disciplines that I find very helpful is the “3-Minute Retreat” put out by Loyola Press. They are very brief (about 3 minutes long!), and very practical. I was especially appreciative of the one today. It was about forgiving others. (You may access it at https://www.loyolapress.com/retreats/forgive-us-our-trespasses-start-retreat, accessed 01-04-2019.)
The Scripture was “Matthew 6:14: If you forgive others their transgressions, your heavenly Father will forgive you.”
After the reading, the person who was leading the devotional retreat made the following comments:
“Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. We pray this in the prayer that Jesus gave us, the Our Father. These are easy words to recite but not always easy to live by. To be forgiven, we must first forgive. This is not a suggestion; it is a condition for being in right relation with God and others.”
I was especially struck by the final sentence: “This is not a suggestion; it is a condition for being in right relation with God and others.” When we try to turn forgiving into a suggestion, we’ve already taken a fatal step, not fatal to the other person, perhaps. But it most certainly is fatal to us.
And then, the retreat master asked a very simple question: “Against whom am I still holding a grudge?”
At first, I thought to myself, well, I’m not holding a grudge against anybody. I should have moved on right then, but I didn’t. I thought a bit more, and my heart sunk into my tenny runners. There are some folks that, though I love them, have terribly hurt my sweetheart. And, yes, as a matter of fact, I do hold a grudge against them. I do struggle to forgive them.
I try to tell myself that this is okay. After all, it isn’t a grudge against someone who has hurt me. It is a grudge against people who have hurt someone I love. Somehow, that seems less selfish and unforgiving. Perhaps it is even noble!
But a secondary grudge is still a grudge. I don’t think that Jesus ever said, “Forgive others, unless they have hurt someone you love.” I would be glad if someone pointed out a verse where he did say that.
So I will begin the long, difficult process of forgiving those who have hurt someone I love. I have no illusions. This isn’t likely to be quick or easy or pretty. However, with God’s help, I will do this.
And so, I leave you with the prayer that closes out this retreat:
“God of mercy, kindle in me a forgiving spirit. Help me to be compassionate and understanding to those who hurt me.”
“My times are in your hand;
rescue me from the hand of my enemies and from my persecutors!” (Psalm 31:15, English Standard Version)
Time is something that most of us wish we had more of. I wished for more time when I was a kid, when I was a young man, and when I was middle-aged. I thought that I would have more time when I retired. Silly me!
And then there is time management. Most of us probably wish we were better at that. (I am reminded of the man who said that he struggled with this, and had bought a book to help him with the problem. However, he hadn’t had time to read the book.)
But Psalm 31:15 tells us something quite wonderful and hard to believe: That God holds our time in his own hand.
The rest of Psalm 31 demonstrates that the psalmist was under extreme duress. He had enemies who were persecuting him and trying to trap him. Psalm 31:15 is not an ivy-tower philosophic insight. It is a poison-ivy, hard-times affirmation that is made in the face of overwhelming anguish.
When I was a little guy, I didn’t worry too much about time. My mom and dad and big sister handled time. Perhaps I need to remember more often that I have a heavenly Father who is in charge of my time. As an old hymn reminds us, “I don’t know about tomorrow . . ., but I know who holds tomorrow, and I know who holds my hand.”
Have a blessed day, and a very God-trusting, servant-hood-ish New Year!
I love Currier and Ives winter/Christmas scenes. They are very lovely. I love the feel-good Christmas stories on the Hallmark channel. I don’t actually watch them very often. I am prone to cry, my nose gets all stuffed up, and I get a sinus headache. But I do like them.
However, my own life is neither a Currier and Ives print nor a Hallmark Christmas special. My life is messy.
Now, don’t get me wrong. There is a lot that is right with my life. I have a wife whom I love, and who loves me. We have paid off our house and cars. We have a little money coming in, and a little money in the bank. We are, in fact incredibly wealthy, compared to probably 98 % of the people in the world.
We have good friends and we have a little dog who lights up our lives, just by being her canine self. We have things that we love to do, some of which even make us a little money.
Still, my life is messy. My mind is messy. My emotions are messy. My sleeping and work areas are messy. As my grandmother used to say to me, “You’re a mess!” (For those of you who think that grandmas are always on your side, I’ve got news for you: It ain’t necessarily so!)
And thanks to me, my wife’s life is messy, due to no fault of hers.
So, as this Currier-and-Ives-Hallmark-Channel season reaches its most feverish pitch, I comfort myself with one simple thought: According to Luke’s birth account, Jesus was born in a barn.
What?! That’s no place for a baby to be born!
No, it isn’t, and if I had been making up a story about the birth of a king, I don’t think I would have made this story-telling move. But Luke makes precisely that move: Jesus, the King, was born in a barn.
I struggle to believe it sometimes, but there it is: a king, The King, born in a very messy, humble place. I grew up on a farm. Rest assured that even the cleanest barn isn’t—clean, that is.
So, for all of you who are alienated from your families, for all of you who wish you were alienated from your families, for all of you who have lost a loved one recently, or are afraid you will soon, for all of you who are alone, for all of you who feel hopeless on this 25th day of December, 2018, for all of you who just wish the day was over, I say this:
Merry Christmas! I can say this, not because of Currier and Ives, not because of Hallmark, but because of a King who made a humble entrance, rather than a grand, royal one. I can say this because Jesus is always willing to be born in messy places, messy places like my heart and your heart.
“A HAPPY NEW DAY!”
DTEB, “A HAPPY NEW DAY!”
Have you ever thought about how arbitrary some of our transitional times are? And perhaps we are biting off more than anyone can chew when we start thinking and talking about a year.
Here is my journal entry for today.
Monday, December 31, 2018
“Finish each day and be done with it. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well.”
(Ralph Waldo Emerson)
The last day of the year. I wonder if we don’t make too much of these transitions. They are artificial, and perhaps not all that helpful or important.
“This is the day that the LORD has made” (Psalm 118:24) may be said of any day. Perhaps the morning and night are the real transitions.
Paul speaks of daily transformation in 2 Corinthians 4:16: “So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.”
In 3:18—just a few verses before the “day by day” of 4:16—Paul notes that “. . . we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord,are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.”
I found the comments of Colin G. Kruse so helpful that I copied and pasted them below, even though I generally hate long quotes.
“And we all … are being changed into his likeness from one degree of glory to another. It is important to note that the changing into his likeness takes place not at one point of time, but as an extended process. The verb metamorphoumetha (‘we are being changed’) is in the present tense, indicating the continuous nature of the change, while the words from one degree of glory to another stress its progressive nature. The verb metamorphoō is found in three other places only in the New Testament. It is used to describe Jesus’ transfiguration in Matthew 17:2 and Mark 9:2, and Paul uses it in Romans 12:2 to denote moral transformation (‘Do not be conformed to this world but be transformed by the renewal of your mind’).
Paul speaks often of the transformation of believers in other passages, though words other than metamorphoō are employed. In some cases he has in mind the future transformation of believers’ bodies to be like Christ’s glorious body (1 Cor. 15:51–52; Phil. 3:21). In other cases it is clearly a present moral transformation that is in view (Rom. 6:1–4; 2 Cor. 5:17; Gal. 6:15). The Old Testament prophets who spoke beforehand of the new covenant certainly anticipated a moral transformation of those who were to experience its blessings (Jer. 31:33; Ezek. 36:25–27), and Paul saw this expectation fulfilled in the lives of his converts (1 Cor. 6:9–11; 2 Cor. 3:3). These last references, together with Romans 12:2 cited above, provide the clue to Paul’s meaning in the present context. The continuous and progressive transformation by which believers are changed from one degree of glory to another is the moral transformation which is taking place in their lives so that they approximate more and more to the likeness of God expressed so perfectly in the life of Jesus Christ.”[1]
So, rather than simply wishing you a happy New Year (which I do!), let me give you an even deeper wish: May you have a happy new day!
[1] Colin G. Kruse, 2 Corinthians: An Introduction and Commentary, TNTC 8; IVP/Accordance electronic ed. (Downers Grove: InterVarsity Press, 1987), 101-102.